Where does this feeling come from? Fear of having vulnerability weaponized in seeing that there is sadness, grief. Don't try to reverse-engineer the feelings. Don't try to psychoanalyze the process. Wanting connection. Playfulness. The hierarchy in your own head. The criticism internalized. Time to let go of all that: a situation of pressure, an egoic self wanting recognition, a physiology whose chemical patterns remain but now become echoes. Flavored by sadness still, or a feeling that doesn't need to be named. Voir plus