Yes, I do because people will judge a book by its cover. Nothing is wrong with my cover, it's my pages, but still people will think I'm too trashy and used. Like for instance, there was this one time where I was sitting in the downtown library after coming from the Johnson's house, who didn't know how to take care of their stuff. I was in the used book section and this teenager came to the aisle and I guess she was trying to blend in because she looked angsty and tense. She then came to the end of the aisle where I was and stopped for a second and then picked me up and flipped through me. She made a face that signaled that she smelt the food and juice that was dropped on me when I was with the Johnson's and then she saw those drawings and scribbles Mehr sehen